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If you want to know, I feel really, I mean, REALLY deppresed. I can't do anything right and I don't know NOTHING. I'm lonely because I'm horrible person. I already gave up on my drawing talent. I fell like I'm gonna to deactivate off this account...

The reason why I'm like this is very complicated. I was bullied since my age of 6/7 and then I became very nervous and anxious every fucking day. I slowly became more and more less confident in myself, and this issue became worser when I entred puberty at the age of 11.

Kids hated me and I even got nightmares about them. They bullied me because of my religion, behavior (I'm awfully shy and quiet), good grades and appearance (I got acne problem). These days, I cry EVERY day and I feel like I'm psycho or schizophreniac (I feel like people laugh or stare at me). I don't feel like doing anything. I promised to myself that these summer break I'll do awesome things and improve my skills, but I don't care anymore. Sometimes I wish I could just be dead (I know this statement is pretty selfish), but at the same time, I feel guilty. I also have problems with my mean attitude toward my family which I love and I also get jelaous easily when I see happy people. I also lie a lot (because I'm bored or the fear). If I continue to behave like this, I feel like I'll suck at school later and than that I'll be sent to the pschyatrist.

Plz unwatch me if you don't really like me :(
#sad #depression #teen

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MorbidSilence13
P.J.
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Croatia
I have crushes on MANY fictional guys
Dont forget to check out my "Monster Heaven" art here!!!

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MewMewGirl333 Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Thank you so much for the fav I really appreciate it :)
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fumikoon Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Can you be a darling and like this picture?
Thanks a lot! I appreciate the support! :dummy:

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MorbidSilence13 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah sure
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Vexacuz Featured By Owner May 21, 2017
Thanks for the favorites, friend.
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Zivichi Featured By Owner May 20, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! 5 seconds hug 
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MorbidSilence13 Featured By Owner May 21, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :)
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BelasFantasy Featured By Owner Edited May 19, 2017  Professional Traditional Artist
Ty for favorites

Please what is "monster heaven"? Can you tell me more about this? I found folder with same name in your gallery. I was expecting more monsters, mistical creatures...
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MorbidSilence13 Featured By Owner May 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
"Monster Heaven" is my comic book idea which I'm still working on it. It tells story about two sisters which are trapped in "Monster Heaven", a place where all mystical creatures live in peace. The Heaven is ruled by their grandmother, uncle and aunt and by cousins (and all of them are witches). The Heaven was created because the monsters (which are on the humans side) just wanted to live normal lifes without getting in the bloody fights with demons (which are agains humans). The demons are jelaous of humans because the Creator favourizied them and then called demons "horrible mistakes". The monsters where are also a demons at a start of the universe exictence, but they stood up with humans because they wanted to protect them from evil demons. At some time, they got adapted to human society, but soon they were starting to hide in isolated places because most people thaught of them as "dangerous threats". In the same time, evil demons started to easier spot them and attack. So there come witches which task is to protect the monsters and destroy evil demons. As the story continues, the sisters and their cousins will get in a competition in how many evil demons will they destroy. At the same time, they'll met some monster friends and some of them would eventually fall in love with it.
Well, thats all about it :)
Sorry for the long post
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BelasFantasy Featured By Owner May 20, 2017  Professional Traditional Artist
No, no..., ty very much for long post. I love to read long and good story. And that is exactly like that.

You have realy great and very good imagination. Meybe you can keep this story/ideas in your shelf and not go out (specialy not on internet) before it's full done. Outside of Croatia, this can be amasing work. Why? Becose publishers in Croatia are in "bananas". Your english is good, so you can try to write and sell this story outside. Writers are more difficult to penetrate through the woods of other writers than painters, but who knows. "... i teče, teče jedan slap, što u njemu znači TVOJA mala kap?"

Also you can study how to create some storyboards, comics,.. Your style atm can be in "manga", but there is other styles. You can use "Hide" on this post. Try to training more
drawing.

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great story imagination, storyboards, comics, hide, write ideas, more training drawings
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MorbidSilence13 Featured By Owner May 20, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for advicing. I thinked hard and I relaised that it's better to work on storyboard and such rather than posting it on the Internet.
I'll practice my drawing skills too.
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